HEY!

I'm going to be dead honest. I hate being pushed. I hate being forced into a corner, and if you can't fucking understand that, then maybe we shouldn't even try. This is a big thing and I don't want to make the mistake of jumping into something and not really feeling anything. I'm not like you. I don't jump from person to person and you know you do. It's too ironic and I'm too conveniant. I'm not planning on getting hurt and I'm planning on lying to you either. I have gotten this far because I make sure things are done right. And I'm not planning on losing everything for blind lust. I'm watching out for me first. I've been with too many people to let myself go through it anymore. And trust me I don't think Hakuei wants to hear about it either and neither does katsu-chan. Stop being so pushy. When I'm ready to speak I will speak. When I am ready to dance, I will dance. And when I am ready to relinquish my heart to someone I will do so. Take it or leave it, but stop trying to force yourself down my throat.

I don't know what to say...just Yutaka...you're one fucking tease. You hurt him you know. It's sad really...I hope you and Atsushi are well together. But deserve each other...DAMN HEARTBREAKERS!